bagiku lirik lagu itu membawa 1000 maksud

Jika ku hadir untuk disakiti
Biarlah ku pergi jauh dan sendiri
Tanpa ada kamu siapapun di sini ku menangis

Kebodohanku telah anggap dirimu
Kan baik hatiku butakan hatiku
Kau pergi saja tak ku tahu, ku tlah layu

Mungkin karnaku terlalu mencintaimu
Ku terluka

(Geisha -Kenangan Hidupku)

Escaping nights without you with shadows on the wall
My mind is running wild tryin hard not to fall
You tell me that you love me but say Im just a friend
my heart is broken up into pieces

I wanna love you
if you only knew how much i love you
So why not me

(Enrique Iglesias - Why Not Me)

Okay. Tujuan tulis lirik tu? Everyday aku nyanyi sorang-sorang. Kat semua tempat pun

because from there, I can tell my feeling. People will catch up what I sang. And kadang2

tu they will said, "Eh, aku paham lah apa yang kau rasa"

And I was like, "Hey! Thank you"

Last 2 days, aku layan cerita Vanilla Coklat. Bersamaan 13 episode aku tengok dalam satu

hari saja, and the movie was like, peh! The Best

Mula-mula tu memang taknak layan, sebab ingatkan cerita dia merepek,

but tetibe tergerak hati nak tengok.

Dalam scene ini, they use "awak, saya". Itu namanya comel


Kadang-kadang bila aku tengah tengok, dalam hati berkata-kata" Kalau lah aku macam ni, kan best"
Tapi aku tau lah dorang just berlakon, tapi they show their attitudes of Love.
Hehe, aku dah start meleweh. Dan yang paling Detail aku nak cakap.

45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON’T ASK FOR

45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON’T ASK FOR:

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.

35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love .. ♥

Teruskan Annoying Anda

Today I had a bad feeling. Feeling yang rasa macam nak pecahkan kepala kau.

Go away lah, kau dah

macam penyedut hampagas. And on the same time, I had a another bad feeling too. But its much more

terrible feeling. Please, aku sering kali gagal, mana-mana pun gagal. Okay, aku memang gagal.

First story I fall in love with her, he came. Then I go

Second story I fall in love with her, he again came, then I again go.

Third story I fall in love with her, what? he again? Okay then, I go

4rd, 5th, 6th, sampai kiamat pun why always "He" came. And why always I go.

Takkan nak jadi pengemiskan buat muka kesian mintak simpati. Aku tak suka lah cara

tu, Please lah. I try to be my self, kalau peluang itu ada, then I aku guna kan. Macam tadi

Aku ingat menjadi, pada masa yang sama, aku nak gunakan peluang itu, ewah2 tak jadi pulak.

Then I suppose to make final decision. Get away from her. Not because I hate her. Ini diri aku.

Jadi sekian terima kasih kalau kau nak cakap aku buat decision yang B***h + Ba***ng .

Ini diri aku.

Cakap memang lah senang, tapi kalau nak buat . . .

Kalau boleh nak je teriak kan . . .

Tapi kau, ish! Sudah lah.

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My Life was Uncompleted w/o you

Assalamualaikum Readers.


Okay rasanya dah macam tak tegur langsung dengan dia. Actually? Why?


Am I wrong. Tell me? Kalau tak, sampai bila-bila pun aku tak akan tau apa salah aku.


I hate this feeling. 


Bila kau start tak tegur aku, then aku pun start tak tegur kau jugak. 


Sambil itu, diri ini tertanya tanya, pehal pulak dia ni? tetibe je.


Kadang-kadang difikirkan balik, malas nak layan. But I can't. . .


I miss her so much. Wei, apesal kau? Aku malas nak tanya soalan macam itu.

Then just now I saw her Tweet, then aku pun dalam hati, ooohhhh, dia pun rindu aku jugak.

hehe, 





Okay. By the way, I'm starting to had a fever. Pening-pening biasa jelah, last time I had a fever too.


And I ask her to buy some minyak angin. Kepala aku dah start pening hening. Then she gave me


Vicks. Awak, tak kuat lah minyak ni . . 

Platonic

Dear my Platonic.

Why I can't stop Thinking about you.

Why I can't stop Tex-ting with you.

Why I can't stop Tweeting with you.

And I can feel it something new will appear in my life. Is that normal? I'm falling in love with

you. Can I? We were just friend. It would be your answer. Can I love you? Stop nonsense. You

make it funny. And it would be your answer too. Really, I don't know why I'm doing this. Maybe

it's because I really have no one else to talk to about it. I guess resorting to random people isn't

really a good idea, but hey, it's worth a try.

I've been friends with her for about two month now. We've gotten to know each other really well,

and obviously we became best friends. We connected like most best friends do. In the beginning

I wasn't too attracted to her. I thought she was cute, but wasn't someone who I would go after.

Plus, I was coming off from a relationship, so rebounding wasn't really my thing. We started

talking on TWITTER about random things, getting to know each other. We finally got to texting

on the phone, and our first conversation lasted until late night. That was really the mark of us

becoming best friends. We started talking about relationships one night, and I mentioned about

her characteristic on Twitter like

She afraid of the dark.

I love the way she screamed when I switch off the light.

She wear watch on left-hand side.

And so on. Suddenly she mentioned about me then. The moment she talked about me, I was

like SMILE widely from ear to ear. That moment I started to fall in love with her. But I'm not

too good to have any relationship. And I dared not to have any affair or relationship with random

people. But for me? She's not like others. She different. But, I will a bit little awkward when we

talked about "Love part" and I tried to change for the new topic likes "Eh, tak ngantok ke?" It

didn't take her long to realize that I was interested in being more then friends. As time went on,

she'd talk about other guys and I would grow jealous and it kind of hurt. I didn't understand why

until it hit me that I did have feelings for her. I told her my feelings were way too strong to just

keep it at bay. People already thought we were dating when they saw us together. It was like

were unofficially dating, but just best friends. It was complicated. This whole thing has gotten in

the way of our friendship.

I know that if anything happened I'd always want us to be best friends. That's really

what's important to me, but every time I see her.. it's breathtaking. I should focus on just being

friends, but it hurts. I can't bring it up with her anymore because it would lead to an argument,

crying, and I'm already pushing her away because of it.

I still want to wait for her, I love her. I just don't know if she wants me to, if she even thinks of

me in that way anymore. I just expected she told me she was falling in love with me, but now I

don' know anymore. It's all just so confusing and I'm always thinking about it, about her. I don't

know what to do anymore..

Sorry *English aku macam tak beberapa betul, ada yang google translate